There won’t be any hot water and I tense myself as I unfasten the shower head and turn the taps. My nipples are like bullets and I gasp as the freezing water plays against my skin. I wash off the cream and stubble until my pussy is smooth and clean. It reminds my of Pauline’s vagina when she was a little girl. When she was innocent and maybe even happy.
I haven’t done any washing for ages. Most of my knickers are coated with vaginal discharge or skid marks, but I find the lingerie that an old boss bought me and that I had to keep secret from Dwayne.
Standing in front of the mirror I suck in my tummy and examine my body. My labia is swollen and my breasts hang down almost to my navel. The coke is kicking in and my body tingles with the anticipation of a well hung, slightly overweight black man fucking me like a sex toy.
I can’t be bothered drying my hair and manage to arrange it in a bun before pulling on the pretty pink thong and underwired bra. I still have the lipstick that I bought at Christmas and apply it even though my hands are shaking, and then I spray my neck with the knock-off Agent Provocateur I got from the market. I also spray perfume on my pussy, asshole and armpits.
Ready to be ridden like Seabiscuit I stride confidently into the garden.
I have seen many wild things in my life, but the scene that greats me is a knew level of amazing. My naked daughter, rolling around on the grass, soaking wet and covered in what looks like actual fucking shit, and Washington with his pants off trying to cover his willy.
I scream ‘What the fuck!’ sounding shocked and angry, but the truth is that I’m seriously turned on.
Washington lifts his hands, trying to convince me it’s not what it seems. The cocaine and beer and vodka and nicotine courses through my veins, my loins ripe for sex. I have an awesome idea and run into the kitchen and grab my phone.
‘What kind of a man are you taking advantage of my little girl, and shitting on her! You’re no better than the boys on the estate!’ I say, filming this beautiful naked man, his soft penis dangling against his balls.
‘I don’t think that’s necessary.’
‘Oh I do. It’s called turning the fucking tables you rotten pervert.’
I’m starting to enjoy myself and move towards him, shaking the can of beer and then open it in his face. The beer sprays out, like something from a low budget Grand Prix, and he tries to grab my hands but I’m too quick and aim the froth at his eyes and then pour the dregs over his penis.
‘Stop behaving like a fucking psycho,’ says Washington, rubbing his eyes.
Pauline has crawled onto the sun lounger, in the foetus position with her back to us. There is shit streaked across her buttocks. She’s a good girl, helping warm Washington up and I decide that he will have to give her some pleasure as a reward.
Unable to control myself I take Washington’s penis in my hand and squeeze the soft meat. Most of the black men I’ve fucked had smallish cocks, but Washington’s has real promise. It is already responding and I laugh saying it’s fucking tiny, even smaller than my Dwayne’s, wanting to humiliate him.
‘You’re all fucking crazy,’ says Washington, still wiping beer from his face.
‘No, you’re the crazy one, molesting a little disabled girl,’ I say in a teasing voice.
His cock is engorged and I wank it angrily. It is close to fully erect and I realise it is almost the size of my forearm.
Standing on tip toe I kiss his neck and whisper in his ear. ‘Don’t worry, I’m still going to let you fuck me. And Pauline, if that’s what you want, but the terms have changed. Now you’re going to make the debt go away.’
‘That’s not going to happen, not on my wages.’
I sigh as I grab his balls in my fist and squeeze. ‘You are going to pay all the arrears. If you don’t I will upload my film of you and my daughter on the internet. Then I’ll send a copy to your boss and to the fucking Police saying you raped my girl. So, what’s it to be?’
‘Alright for fuck’s sake, but just stop crushing my bollocks!’
‘That’s a very wise decision. So, now we understand each other why don’t you touch my tits. I know you want to.’
Washington smiles and my pulse quickens as he puts his hands in my bra and squeezes my boobs. His beautiful eyes stare into mine as he leans closer and kisses my forehead and then his tongue is in my mouth, and I feel his sexual power. There is no point trying to resist as primal desire takes command. I taste his saliva, our lips wet, as he pushes his tongue deeper. His cock is hard against my tummy and I reach down to feel his buttocks. He tenses his ass as I push my nails into his skin and then relaxes as I part with the flesh and ease my fingers between his cleft, finding his anus. I can feel every ridge of this most intimate hole as I circle it, and then insert my index finger to the first knuckle.
He groans and stops kissing me, his eyes closed.
‘You like that?’ I whisper. Washington nods, pushing himself against my finger so it lunges deeper. ‘It’s okay baby, you ass fuck my hand you naughty boy.’
My pussy is throbbing. I want him to treat me like a whore, like his personal slave. I need him to abuse my cunt and my mouth and my ass. I want to watch him licking Pauline’s precious cunt and to cum down her throat so she can feel special for once.
I pull out my finger and sniff it seductively before putting it in my mouth and sucking it. ‘I’d like you to undress me now please. I want you to see my naked body.’
Washington smiles before kissing me tenderly, as he removes my kimono and unfastens my bra. The hot sunshine feels wonderful on my bare breasts and I cup them and play with my nipples, giggling when Washington gets to his knees and pulls my knickers down. I feel no shame or embarrassment being naked with this strong man, his presence makes me feel safe and gives me a long forgotten sense of hope.
When he kisses my tummy, nibbling and sucking, I put my hands on his head, his black hair like cotton wool, and push down. Washington obeys and I realise that I’m panting as I push my loins against his mouth.
‘That’s right baby, lick me there!’ His tongue is flicking my clitoris, his huge hands on my thighs, and I widen my stance so he can easily suckle my labia. I throw my head back, grinding against his face not wanting these feelings to end. My clit is swollen and he circles it with his tongue, stubble creating a delightful burn against my groin.
‘I want your cock in me now,’ I purr, ‘but I think I’ll need some lube, you’ve got such a massive cock.’
‘It’ll be fine honey, I’ve done this many times. I just need you to lie on your back.’
‘Okay babe, I’m all yours. Do whatever you want to me.’
The grass is prickly as I lie back and spread my legs. Washington spits on my cunt and rubs it and I say I might need something more than spit.
‘Trust me, I’ve got plenty of lube in the tank.’
And before I know it I feel hot liquid splashing on my body. I look down and realise he’s pissing on me. The yellow spray jets out with intense force, and before I can object he aims directly at my vagina.
‘Wow, you’re full of surprises!’
Washington grins and gently presses the tip of his magnificent spurting cock against my cunt lips before pushing it in. I can’t stop myself crying out in disbelief as I feel his piss filling my canal. Letting a big black man empty his bladder in my vagina is more arousing than any previous sexual experience I can remember.
‘Ooohhhh Washington, push harder and fill my cunt!’
‘Shut up Yvonne, I’m pissing as hard as I can!’
‘Use me like a toilet you fucking dog!’
I am losing control. Washington pushes another inch of cock into me. I start jilling my clit and sense an orgasm is close. ‘Piss in me baby, I want it all!’
Washington grabs my tits and kisses my mouth as he eases his cock deeper. I am masturbating furiously not wanting him to stop as my cunt tightens around his cock.
‘Shit baby, you’re gonna make me cum sooooo fucking hard.’ My eyes are closed and my legs tense, spasms in my tummy, my nipples like torpedoes. ‘Put it all in baby, fuck me properly!’
Washington bangs me like a wild animal, every inch inside, and I feel like I might burst. My cunt is drenched with piss and juice and I start to cum, screaming as I pull him closer so I can wrap my legs around his waist.
He violently pumps his cock into me at the peak of my orgasm and when he withdraws and I feel his sweet piss flooding out.
‘That’s was amazing,’ I say, lazily touching my tits.
But Washington isn’t finished.
I feel the pressure of his lips as he greedily drinks from my pussy, getting a mouthful of fluid and then spits it on me before going down for more. This time he spits the warm cocktail on my face and I instinctively open my mouth and swallow.
‘Are you okay mum?’
I put my hands behind my head and notice that Pauline has crawled closer. I feel sad as I gaze at her pretty face and her naked body. She is incredibly beautiful but I know that her disabilities mean she will face a life of suffering.
My breathing is heavy, still effected by my orgasm, but I reassure her that mummy’s fine and that everything’s going to be totally great.
Washington watches her as she crawls towards us, bum in the air, fulsome breasts wobbling.
‘Could you do something very special Washington ?’
‘Like what?’
‘Like make my little girl happy?’
‘Really? You’re okay with that?’
I sit up and take his hand. ‘Please, you can see the situation. Maybe you could fuck her? It would mean a lot.’
Washington puffs out his cheeks and nods. ‘Okay Yvonne, I know this is important.’
I reach out and touch Pauline’s face. ‘Are you wet baby? Feel between your legs.’
‘Yes mummy, I don’t know what’s happening to me but my pussy feels soooo sensitive.’
‘Good girl. Now don’t worry, mummy’s here to make everything okay and Washington’s going to do something to you that will feel amazing.’
Washington winks at me, his penis fat with cum. ‘What say we finish what we started Pauline?’
‘Okay daddy. Do you want to put it in my mouth first?’
I tell Washington that’s okay and he blows me a kiss before inching towards my daughter and pulling her mouth onto his cock.
